February 07, 2005
Happy me. Hehs.
Met Ange at 2.30pm at Braddell.
Supposed to meet at 2pm.
But she had to eat and
pass her brother-in-law
the kiwi thingy so
I delayed and she delayed
even further.
Down to xsquare.
Not much computers.
Mine had no internet so
I shared computers with Ange.
Carrefour to visit Xuan.
Found out Wenlong, Kenneth
and some other guy works there too.
What more?
In my opinion, Perrier tastes
very very horrible. =)
I threw it away after a few sips.
$1.80 down the drain. =/
Then walked down to Cityhall
but decided to take a bus instead.
Choco heaven from Choco Box.
From Blurr! =D~
100g $10.30.
101g $10.40. Haa.
Yea. My mum says I'm crazy.
I bought a skirt from This Fashion.
Rare case. But I liked it.
$22 but reduced to $19.80
with Ange's mother's membership card.
Heh. I don't like the tradition
that I must buy new year clothes.
I don't think I'm going to buy
any more. Haa.
So I met Ange's mum, sister and family.
Haa. And I've seen her brother before.
I've got this very huge temptation
to walk in a hotel alone and order something
and stay there and eat at my own pace. =D
I shall.. Someday. =)
I still have Meiji chocolate to curb
my temptation for the $10.40 chocos. =D~
Oh ya. So we went to dinner at 10+.
Toa Payoh don't know what 8.
Ate satay and western food with Ange.
I think I spent less than $20 this week.
Excluding that dress($19.80) and work chalet($10).
Ah. I love the people at work. xD
I used tobe feel racist
towards a certain group of people.
Not that I do anything to them.
I just don't like them mentally.
But now I find that they're one
of the best people at work.
Ah. I was wrong about them people.
They're so friendly and helpful
and kind and good hearted and sociable..
and absolutely lovable. xD
I'm worried I won't be able to go back
once I've come back from Korea. =(~
I worry that the slots are all taken up.
I want to learn so many languages.
Malay, Tamil, Japanese and most of all..
Chinese. =X~
I want to go to JC now. =(
Then I can continue with those
courses in poly that require A levels.
I really hope that I'd come by the
chance of getting into JC.
I suddenly remembered why I lost
interest in Chinese.
Because I studied so hard for the subject
during Sec2.
I remembered I was studying with Samantha.
Yes. We both failed. =x
Then I was absolutely devasted
with the results.
She passed.
Me.. 48/100.
Yea and since then I always had this
mentality that I'd fail no matter
how hard I studied.
And viola. F9 here I come.
Well it actually came all the
way from Primary School.
I saw my report book a very long time back.
Ehhs. 47 or 48/100 for P1 Mid-Year.
Hurray.
Then I also remember being the only
one in class to fail during one
of the exams in upper primary.
Dread.
I hope to get a Merit in Chinese B. =x
And I really really wish for an A in Maths.
I don't know.
I just want to prove to myself
that it's possible to get A1 from F9.
And I've this feeling to retake
Maths if I don't get it.
I still keep my Maths notes.
I threw the other subjects away.
And I've yet to prove to the
Whitley Principal/V.P
[[I can't remember.]]
that I can do it.
Thanks for not giving me a chance.
You're evil. =D Ahahaks.
I hate you!
You gave me really stupid reasons.
I will remember you. =)
I miss Ernest.
Hope to get really good results
so I can dare applying to resource.
Ahahaks. But I promised Ernest 6 A1s.
How am I to face him? =/
Sad to say I forgotten all the names
of my group members. But I still
have a little memory of how they
looked like.
All younger than me. xd.
I don't know how I knew
those I didn't know in camp.
Especially Melissa and Ian.
But we talk often. Haha.
Only knew them after the camp.
Bahh.
I miss Superteens. Hahas.
Ya okay.
I admit I became guai after
that programme. Love it lots.
I still remember when we were
split up to do spidergrams,
I heard two guys at the same
table saying something about
the feeling of a
first kiss/hug or something.
Then they were saying something
like go ask a girl how it feels
or something like that.
LOL! I don't know who they were
at that time
and I still don't know.
Maybe by now I would have known them.
It'll remain a mystery. =x
There's a lot of things
I want to say about this.
But I guess it's better left
known to me and only me. =x
Ian told me Ernest went to
host the programme in the school.
So he went through it the 2nd time.
But he expected all the stuff to happen.
Haa. I've this very itchy feeling
to introduce this to the school.
I think it's good.
Ian says he's seen some of them
changed after the programme.
I want to see them change.
Haa. They've got really bad,
bad, bad, bad, bad attitude.
Well not all but some..
I don't feel worried about my
results yet. I don't know why.
Maybe there's no point worrying.
It's already fixed.
Your fate is already closed
the moment you submit the papers.
I'd most probably start worrying
the day before though. =x
Blur's hp number got 4D. Haas.
Off for now.
Yea I'm back.
And I feel sad all of a sudden.
My once best friend of eons
is now almost someone I just know
who exists.
All because of one incident.
Ya I'll never forget it.
It made me find a lot of faults
in you.
But even then.
I get jealous at times.
All you think of is her.
Does she really deserve it?
And her.
I really missed the times
when we went out together,
for events, movies, outings,
chalets and just random meetups.
We used to be close.
But not now.
I'd forgive, I'd hardly forget.
But I can't seem to remember
the reason why we drifted away
from each other. =/
But I some how still don't get
what she sees in me last time.
Tall and skinny with long hair
while me short, tootish hairstyle and fat!
[I used to think I wasn't. -.-]]
I'm not someone with low self esteem
but I just wonder what she sees in me.
I remember how close we were,
online or offline.
The times we got in trouble.
Bahbah.
I remember a lot of memories
from Oz.
And I just can't help but
feel like tearing
everytime I think of Oz.
I wish dreams would come true.
Everytime I come home from work.
I'd be walking for a few minutes
to my block and admiring the beautiful sky.
The stars are plenty.
They remind me of Oz related stuff and someone else.
It's a real pity OZ's gone.
It made such a huge impact -
a big footprint in my life.
I might not be the craziest over it
but I miss it very much.
The enemies I made. [[LOL.]]
The people I've met.
Those that I wasn't afraid of.
[[Yes I'm proud to say that.]]
Yea these memories will forever
be part of my life, my love.
Bahbah.
I thought I wanted to promise myself
never to think about it again.
But I can't help it.
I don't want to wake up from that dream.
I'd be very selfish to myself
to believe that it'd come back.
Maybe if I've grown up, rich and all
and my passion for it hasn't faded,
I'd buy it. =)
Or maybe 10years down the road.
The person who stopped it
would regret his decision. =)
No other game is more pleasant.
I'd even go in alone.
It's so entertaining.
I miss it loads.
Bahbah!
I should go to sleep.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[1:41 AM]]
Happy me. Hehs.
Met Ange at 2.30pm at Braddell.
Supposed to meet at 2pm.
But she had to eat and
pass her brother-in-law
the kiwi thingy so
I delayed and she delayed
even further.
Down to xsquare.
Not much computers.
Mine had no internet so
I shared computers with Ange.
Carrefour to visit Xuan.
Found out Wenlong, Kenneth
and some other guy works there too.
What more?
In my opinion, Perrier tastes
very very horrible. =)
I threw it away after a few sips.
$1.80 down the drain. =/
Then walked down to Cityhall
but decided to take a bus instead.
Choco heaven from Choco Box.
From Blurr! =D~
100g $10.30.
101g $10.40. Haa.
Yea. My mum says I'm crazy.
I bought a skirt from This Fashion.
Rare case. But I liked it.
$22 but reduced to $19.80
with Ange's mother's membership card.
Heh. I don't like the tradition
that I must buy new year clothes.
I don't think I'm going to buy
any more. Haa.
So I met Ange's mum, sister and family.
Haa. And I've seen her brother before.
I've got this very huge temptation
to walk in a hotel alone and order something
and stay there and eat at my own pace. =D
I shall.. Someday. =)
I still have Meiji chocolate to curb
my temptation for the $10.40 chocos. =D~
Oh ya. So we went to dinner at 10+.
Toa Payoh don't know what 8.
Ate satay and western food with Ange.
I think I spent less than $20 this week.
Excluding that dress($19.80) and work chalet($10).
Ah. I love the people at work. xD
I used to
towards a certain group of people.
Not that I do anything to them.
I just don't like them mentally.
But now I find that they're one
of the best people at work.
Ah. I was wrong about them people.
They're so friendly and helpful
and kind and good hearted and sociable..
and absolutely lovable. xD
I'm worried I won't be able to go back
once I've come back from Korea. =(~
I worry that the slots are all taken up.
I want to learn so many languages.
Malay, Tamil, Japanese and most of all..
Chinese. =X~
I want to go to JC now. =(
Then I can continue with those
courses in poly that require A levels.
I really hope that I'd come by the
chance of getting into JC.
I suddenly remembered why I lost
interest in Chinese.
Because I studied so hard for the subject
during Sec2.
I remembered I was studying with Samantha.
Yes. We both failed. =x
Then I was absolutely devasted
with the results.
She passed.
Me.. 48/100.
Yea and since then I always had this
mentality that I'd fail no matter
how hard I studied.
And viola. F9 here I come.
Well it actually came all the
way from Primary School.
I saw my report book a very long time back.
Ehhs. 47 or 48/100 for P1 Mid-Year.
Hurray.
Then I also remember being the only
one in class to fail during one
of the exams in upper primary.
Dread.
I hope to get a Merit in Chinese B. =x
And I really really wish for an A in Maths.
I don't know.
I just want to prove to myself
that it's possible to get A1 from F9.
And I've this feeling to retake
Maths if I don't get it.
I still keep my Maths notes.
I threw the other subjects away.
And I've yet to prove to the
Whitley Principal/V.P
[[I can't remember.]]
that I can do it.
Thanks for not giving me a chance.
You're evil. =D Ahahaks.
I hate you!
You gave me really stupid reasons.
I will remember you. =)
I miss Ernest.
Hope to get really good results
so I can dare applying to resource.
Ahahaks. But I promised Ernest 6 A1s.
How am I to face him? =/
Sad to say I forgotten all the names
of my group members. But I still
have a little memory of how they
looked like.
All younger than me. xd.
I don't know how I knew
those I didn't know in camp.
Especially Melissa and Ian.
But we talk often. Haha.
Only knew them after the camp.
Bahh.
I miss Superteens. Hahas.
Ya okay.
I admit I became guai after
that programme. Love it lots.
I still remember when we were
split up to do spidergrams,
I heard two guys at the same
table saying something about
the feeling of a
first kiss/hug or something.
Then they were saying something
like go ask a girl how it feels
or something like that.
LOL! I don't know who they were
at that time
and I still don't know.
Maybe by now I would have known them.
It'll remain a mystery. =x
There's a lot of things
I want to say about this.
But I guess it's better left
known to me and only me. =x
Ian told me Ernest went to
host the programme in the school.
So he went through it the 2nd time.
But he expected all the stuff to happen.
Haa. I've this very itchy feeling
to introduce this to the school.
I think it's good.
Ian says he's seen some of them
changed after the programme.
I want to see them change.
Haa. They've got really bad,
bad, bad, bad, bad attitude.
Well not all but some..
I don't feel worried about my
results yet. I don't know why.
Maybe there's no point worrying.
It's already fixed.
Your fate is already closed
the moment you submit the papers.
I'd most probably start worrying
the day before though. =x
Blur's hp number got 4D. Haas.
Off for now.
Yea I'm back.
And I feel sad all of a sudden.
My once best friend of eons
is now almost someone I just know
who exists.
All because of one incident.
Ya I'll never forget it.
It made me find a lot of faults
in you.
But even then.
I get jealous at times.
All you think of is her.
Does she really deserve it?
And her.
I really missed the times
when we went out together,
for events, movies, outings,
chalets and just random meetups.
We used to be close.
But not now.
I'd forgive, I'd hardly forget.
But I can't seem to remember
the reason why we drifted away
from each other. =/
But I some how still don't get
what she sees in me last time.
Tall and skinny with long hair
while me short, tootish hairstyle and fat!
[I used to think I wasn't. -.-]]
I'm not someone with low self esteem
but I just wonder what she sees in me.
I remember how close we were,
online or offline.
The times we got in trouble.
Bahbah.
I remember a lot of memories
from Oz.
And I just can't help but
feel like tearing
everytime I think of Oz.
I wish dreams would come true.
Everytime I come home from work.
I'd be walking for a few minutes
to my block and admiring the beautiful sky.
The stars are plenty.
They remind me of Oz related stuff and someone else.
It's a real pity OZ's gone.
It made such a huge impact -
a big footprint in my life.
I might not be the craziest over it
but I miss it very much.
The enemies I made. [[LOL.]]
The people I've met.
Those that I wasn't afraid of.
[[Yes I'm proud to say that.]]
Yea these memories will forever
be part of my life, my love.
Bahbah.
I thought I wanted to promise myself
never to think about it again.
But I can't help it.
I don't want to wake up from that dream.
I'd be very selfish to myself
to believe that it'd come back.
Maybe if I've grown up, rich and all
and my passion for it hasn't faded,
I'd buy it. =)
Or maybe 10years down the road.
The person who stopped it
would regret his decision. =)
No other game is more pleasant.
I'd even go in alone.
It's so entertaining.
I miss it loads.
Bahbah!
I should go to sleep.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[1:41 AM]]
